Below, are the website updates ive made, still new to coding but truly am learning daily, and the more i practice the more things make sense.

Updates

• started this website October 4th 2025, honestly dont remember my thought process, but i do know ive been wanting to make a website for a while now, and im thankful i came across a youtube talking about the indie web, that introduced me to neocities. yeehaw, love to dig. but since that day, ive been in dire need to make one of my own, being inspired by all the cool websites i found and came across. anyways as i continue my journey here, i cant wait to add all the awesome webpages that have inspired me to create my own, and also cant wait to see what i can create, i want this to be a place where i experiment, share my art, writings, and interests, and just go absoultly nutz on here, as a lover of the early 2000s internet era, doing this pays homage to younger me that was doing this and wasnt even aware of it, hahaha

• 10/12/25 added some side bars, which i will be adding my links to, i feel like i got a lot of progress in today, yesterday i felt so tired, and my mind couldnt even focus on coding, but today i locked in. took me a sec to get those bars on the side, also really wanted to add music, took me a min ti get the player in the position it is in now, im upset the buttons arnt showing but im pretty happy with my progress. added cool vamp girl, the letters lead you to a subpage i made where i am still playing with the layout but i plan to share my art their im just trynna have fun with it. and so far its been fun playing around.
• i havent worked on my website since sunday 10/12/25 and ive been thinking about what to add to it literally all week, i have a full time job and then going home to work on my website is alot, especially because im also staring at screens all day at work, im actually writing this at work ahahha, but its been the weekends for me, where i get most of my progress done. anyways i have a lot of plans for this site and i just want to exicute them all, and just wish i had more time on my hands to do so, but also the time off is allowing me to really brainstorm and expand on more ideas. so please give me some time, thank you for viewing :)

• 10/23/25 ive been working on my website at work, becasue when i get home i just simply want to rest, ive been mostly working on my art page, and i h8 using the work computers because alot of things i can see at home, are not avilable here. but its been so dead at work, i just wanna use my time wisely.. anyways ive been looking for a good template for my art page, but am still currently experimenting, trying to find the best way to view them, while also still trying to learn coding. again im still new to this, and seeing everyone elses websites is so inspiring, but you guys are so freakin smart!!! like i wonder do you guys really out here making your code from scratch? yall big brains frfrfr!!

• YALLL (11/5/25)
  soooooo i just made my first Rookie mistake, and this one HURT dawg.
  sooo ive been working on my website on my down time at work, because the whole, get off work and get on my computer at home deal just wasntt fitting with my lifestyle. so i was just trynna multitask and shoot 2 birds with one stone type shit. BUUT that shit bit me in the ass yesterday dawg. im so bummed out.
  but anyways like i said ive been doing this shit at work, and sometimes would go home if my schduled allowed it and tweak things up, well yesterday i had progressed alot with finding icons i liked and would make my website look awesome and just over all personalize it to my liking, WELLLLL i SAVED it all. at work, got home pulled up my website and it was all still there. BUTTT i forgot to refresh my code page at home. and it was still on like the outdated version of my progress. and i didnt realize until, i refreshed my webiste page and all the stuff i had was gone.... so my mistake was getting home and not refreshing my code page, becasue i just be leaving tabs open like an idiot at home, and all the shit i had added to my sight dissappeared, and once i did refresh my code page LIKE AN IDIOT, it was to late to just back track, because i had already refreshed my code page, and once you refresh you cant back track..................... so today i have to come to peace with it and learn from this mistake and really just start closing out my tabs.
  anyways we are here, and the only justification that i can come up with to prevent me from punching my computer is that it just wasnt meant to be.
  R.I.P

• 11/8/25 Alright guys if yall are actually reading this, i just decided to accept my loss. i didnt have that hard of a crashout because i was at work..... so i just swallowed my spite. and just accepted that perhaps all the work that i had lost was just not meant to be on my site. so i started to dig agian. so this is why my site looks super unorderly.
  well i aint doing shit at work today, so ima try to get more done today.

• (11/19/25)
  I Have not been updating my website these couple of days and neither have i been playing with code and like this shit has been dripping through my brain, guys how do yall do it? be so damn smart and not forget shit. like i literally have to lock in so hard. and the fact that i havent been has been making me feel worthless, kinda... and also another reason why i havent been locking in as hard is because i am upset with some of my layout because i am un able to understand how to make my website adapt, and im having issues with that, becasue i work off of different screens, when i am at home and when i am at work, and seeing things not be there his been pissing me off, because they will show up on bigger screens, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
  anyways i gotta study and i gotta get back on my shit, becasue i want to make this website awesome and cool and also i just dont want to let anything stop me, and if anything i am pretty dramatic and am off put by the slightest inconvenience, BUT JUST GIVE ME A MIN. I JUST NEED TO RAGE. GEEEZZZ
  i just hate not knowing how to fix this problem, but i know with time i will learn.
  all with timeeeeeeee..
  just give me time